Panic

This is my blog.  Today I have chosen to write about Panic.  Here is my story.  I was on the bus and all of a sudden I screamed out!  I thought we were going over a cliff!   The driver, Marie, calmed me down by assuring me we were on a straight road and she was taking me home.  She kept saying...'God's got you and I'm driving this...you (are) okay.  Don't panic.  The funny thing is this has never happened to me.  And I still don't know why it did this time....that was until I realized that one of my Meds has a side effect of hallucinations. So  stopped taking it.  I was only taking 1/2 a pill and the mg was only 2.5 ...but the cliff thing seemed so vivid.  More recently, I got up to go to the bathroom and it seemed like a thick brown ribbon was following me.  After a while it disappeared.  I wasn't afraid ...just aware.   Gosh, so now I can't take that drug anymore.  And I am not sure how to help myself whollistically.  I am sleeping more....I tire so easily and things just spin with out my being able to control it.  The electrical power went out during Beryl.  My house went completely black all at once.  The spinning continued.  But early one morning I got up and went to my front porch and for 1 minute my world was like yours.  Nothing was spinning.  Nothing was moving.  No caruosel/Merry-go-round.  Everything was slanted yes but still.  For 1 minute...I felt like  me again.   I felt so good...I jumped up and to call my son Kelley.  But then, it started all over again.